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wow

2006-06-16T18:44:00.000+08:00

it's been long since i have updated my blog. yeah. i have nothing to blog about. my life is too routine. i either go to school, saty home watch tv, read comic, stone, and use computer, cant think of any other things to do. oh yea. eat. and well, i shit too. if not i 'll be so constipated that my rectum would burst. no no, i am not trying to disgust you. it is a day where i am tired and weary and not thinking very well. and ZHI WEI, you today go home never tell me. wah lau...lol...kidding lah. and yeah. i am tired. amd stinks. i feel like falling asleep, but yet, i'm afraid that i might wake up late tomorrow and miss the things i have to do. i can't remember. same as yesterday. i knew i had to do something, yet, i forgot on my way hone from tuition. today is the same. is it that i have to do my holiday homework? is it that i have to pack my room? i dont know. my homework's not done and and my room is in a mess. as usual. somehow i kind of like peaceful this peaceful life of mine with little waves. i think i'm tired. not with my life. don't get me wrong. i mean mentally tired about something. i'll figure that out soon. i thought it was my life and no, i never have the thought about killing myself, dont worry, just some morbid thinking what would happen if something bad happens. it creeps me out sometimes. so dont worry. it's not about life. maybe it's because i dont escerise much and the fats in my body are starting to harden and turning into lard. ha ha. so fuuny. i'm joking. wth. guess when i'm tired, i dont think much, and well, things shoot up from my mind, i just say, or i just type. i forgot who told me something. the sentences i write in my blog never give people a time to rest. in termds of when they are reading it, the sentence is really long, with lots of commars till it stops. i think they are right. then again, my inner voice is just this long winded. maybe naggy? wth. bah. i'm tired. ok, feel so acomplished.i blogged! lol...lame~ -.-!

a BIG thank you!!!!

2006-06-05T22:25:00.000+08:00

Ok, i wanted to give all of you a BIG BIG BIG THANK YOU!!!! Especially to Zhi Hui (Sunflower) who stayed up specially till 12 in the morning to wish me happy birthday!!! i know she although very very tired, but still 4 words, jian(1) chi(2) dao(4) di(3)!!! so touched!!! actually touched by all the messages sent to me lah. and sarah!!! though you couldn't be the 1st, you were 2nd! yes, you stayed up for me too. so give me face. lol..thanks a lot dude!!! that meant alot ya? all of your messages. wait, before i thank some more of the messages, i want to thank princess ZHI WEI(p.s she requested her name to be in BOLD) for baking me such wonderful chocolate cookies!!!yes, i finished them in one day, but i got share lah. i ate the most. :P heh...sarah reminded people like kai xiang and i think jie yong and maybe some others, but i want to thank all of you for the messages too!!! ok,i want to thank all these people : Zhi Hui( tiny sunflower sister who claims to be better than rose, me. HAH!), Sarah(apple), Zhi Wei( FAW), Si Min, Cathi, Elena, Carolyn, Vivian, Debbie. F, Debbie.H, Ting Yu, Shu Man, Monica, Li Hui, Eugene.N, Eugene.G, Wei Ming, Fishy, Kai Ling, Hui Ying, Xiang Ling, Hui Kuoon, Priscilla, Xin Yi, Shi Hui, Pearlyn, Kai Xiang, Eleanor, Edmund, Wei Han, Jie Yong, Xiuan Pin, Keith, Joshua(i forced him.-.-!) , Wilson, Xue Qing, Daphene, Wen Qi, Audrey, (those i met at pizza hut. sorry if i cant remember. :P), plus mst important of all, my family and relatives!! ok, if i missed out you name. i'm sorry. it's bursting my brain just to think. and dudes and babes, i'm freaking nice alright?! i thank all of you. all who wished me man. it's like wth, whoever does that?! lol. ok, me. i'm nice. remember? oh ya. and my primary school and tuition friends. mention here they also dont know.lol....ay ay ay, so long never blog. now blog is give speech. haiz....but really lah. i give my heartfelt gratitude( see? heartfelt gratitude. make use of my vocab.lol...) to all of you!!! Thanks again!!! :D

back...

2006-05-20T15:01:00.000+08:00

back by popular demand!!!!lol..kidding. erm say...oh ya...i remember what i wanted to blog about. yes. my birthday is on 5th of June. :) so, rememeber hoh. and erm..eh. really nothing to blog lah. i si bei sian now. feel like pang sai-ing, so stop here ya? don't need celebrate for me, but must give present hoh! XD

what the hell?

2006-04-30T22:06:00.000+08:00

ok, exams are near and it's like a hours away?! like 24hr+a few more hours. ok, go calculate yourself. i had a dream before i woke up today. i dreamt that our school got some event at some place which i dont know where it is, but the seatings a bit like stadium seatings, yet, it is not a stadium. then change scene to don't know where. ok, then when eveyone was leaving for the activities, i was there, sitting, copying my last scentence of bio notes. then, mr lim suddenly walk over, pull my bio notes and ask me go join others. then i don't know where he go. i ask other teachers about my notes then they say mr lim throw away. bloody hell, i was avoiding him all along cause i want to take back my bio notes. i forgot to mention, when he took my bio notes and walk away, i was swearing. serious. like hokkien, english, and chinese. all came out. ok, back to the scene where i was looking for my notes. i went near the dustbins then i see inside, don't have!!! then i look around and saw them on the floor, i felt so relieved then. then, i went to join my class. well, there was two activities. one side playing some game, the other badmintoon i think. i stood there, not joining any. wow. now you can see, even in my dreams i'm lazy. ok, then when i stood there, i felt so left out, until i was told to join the badminton side. you may think that it's a boring dream, but maybe it's the way i described it. oh yeah..hmm..just remembered what i want to talk about. yeah. *flashback*(when he took my bio notes and walk away, i was swearing.) i can't believe it!!!i am swearing like, in my dreams? wow, to think i even resolute not to say profanities. when i was in primary school, i don't even know what was [ICUCICU] which is forms the F word, and the most vulgar word i scold is asshole. to tell you the truth. i only knew what was vagina when i was like primary 5 or 6. yeah. my english is that bad then. i knew it from my friend what it meant, for some woman came to our school to teach some stuff related to sexual education. how i miss those days. i was so innocent back then. i mean like, really. that's the past then. now, once again, i shall try not to speak vulgarities or do anything mean and bad. serious. i will try to be nice. even to rebecca. when i see her, i'll just stare. i won't be sarcastic or whatever.ok, i won't stare! haiz..it's been long since i have blogged. so much to say, yet so little words to express. that's why become so long-winded. but then again. if it all comes out like fart. one short puut~ i might as well just write on the tagboard. like..i dream today. funny dream.got to study. yeah. see what i mean. so i'm not being long-winded here. just trying hard to express. anyway, good luck to those who are mugging!! study hard!! :D

I just feel like blogging.

2006-04-10T21:51:00.000+08:00

Do you need a reason to blog? well, if no that defeats the purpose of bloggin, and defeating the purpose is what i am going to do now. yay!!! victory to me!!! ok, maybe there is a reason after all. i just want to wait for my sis to get out of the bathroom so i can bathe and then study for my two test tomorrow. i'm so hardworking!!! but out of 2, i think i am only going to study one, the other i'll just lokk through my textbook. ok, guess which am i going to study for? i have a bio and maths test tomorrow. i have decided to study for bio, but if i fail, maybe it's because my eyes is 'studying' and my brain is not. what kind of logic? simple and an easy to understand one. anyway, hmm, when i was sitting in the car just now, i was feeling kind of relaxed. peace in my heart. i love the night for it does not have much sound, and spending the time alone is seriously, enjoyable. i love the day for its light. its natural brightness makes everything seems so beautiful. by the way, just now during my tuition class, i think i saw my teacher digging his nose. ok, maybe he was just sticking his finger inside to pull out the tiny aliens invading his nose. who knows? then again, i might have mistaken what i had seen. Seeing is not actually believing. ok, i shall end now, for i have blogged. maybe next time when i feel like bloggin, yet have nothing to blog, i shall just blog, 'I have blogged.' and sign out. By the way, equality between women and men does not mean that the men can stop being a gentlemen. Their heads must be so full of themselves that they had forgotten how to be nice. yeah.ok, my sis is out. i'm going to bathe...YAY!!!!!!!!!!

ah~spoilt brats should be walloped!!

2006-04-03T15:33:00.000+08:00

Today..hmm..today. ok, let me ENLARGE the words before you all say you all cannot see what i'm writing. now should be ok right? ok. hmm..today i shall talk about spoilt brats, since i have not blogged for lon, i shall blog today. let's see how many days i have not blogged. since that day, until now, *count count count... hmm, must be a few days. That's right, a few days. :) from what i know, today all of you saw a spoilt DH(Di*kHead) being scolded my mr wee right? well, that DH sure got a hell of an attitude problem. seriously, you know what? i pity kids nowadays. they are so pampered by their parents that when they get loose form thier mum's apron, they just run around like crazy, barking at people they see, thinking they are superior. I'm like come on man, with kids like them, Singapore will most probably in chaos! You may think i'm a brat for my mum fetch me everyday, but i'm not. I don't ee-oo-ah-ah for the things i can't get, instead, i save up and buy and practically starve everyday till i get home or my mum takes me to eat. see, that what you kids nowadays call hardship,but its not. in the olden days, when a man gets a really deep cut on the hand. some iodine, some bandae, and woosh! off they go to work if they want to survive. Singaporeans are termed as 温室里的花，meaning that all of us are too protected. Now NCC got some cadets welfare crap where you cant pump you cadets, i'm like wth?! then dont call NCC, call SCC (Sissy Cadet Corps). Then the guys next time go NS sashay an whine in camp for 2 years then complete their NS. Then when Singapore is attacked( which i pray will never happen) all of them will be like hugging to their ammos and crying for god's help. not that they shouldnt ask for god's help, but its a war. W-A-R. war. i just realize i wrote so much crap, anyway, one last thing to mention about the brats. ok, fine. i pull till so far away, now i'm, pushing back to the brats topic can?ok. i remember that when i was waiting at the bus stop near thomson plaza, i heard this girl whining and pouting?(maybe) to her mum. FOR NOT BUYING A BOTTLE!!for heaven's sake, its only a bottle,cant she just ask nicely or just a smile reminder instead of using that disgusting whining and ordering tone? ok, i am exaggerating. but its seriously pissed me off, and the girl's brother also. all brats. unlike me. haiz..lol..jk jk. but well, finally blogged. i've been lazy. and am still lazy. gtg sleep. its 3.50.

Resolution

2006-03-23T21:27:00.000+08:00

Ok, its not really a new year or whatever, OK FINE! IT'S NOT A NEW YEAR BUT I WANT A RESOLUTION CAN'T I?! i just read an article on thye 'Friday Weekly' and well, i think what they mentioned is right. Children nowadays are all spoilt. ok, the article is not related about spoilt kids, but well, my over developed brain analyze the article till the point far there. if you don't get what i mean, well, then you don't.lol...ok, the article talks about students hurling abuses at a teacher after the teacher reprimanded him for cheating. Guess what that nincompoop did( learn from Mr Wee XD )? he walked grabbed his bag and just stomped out of the classroom, and when the teacher called him, he just spout profanities( must make use of good english. :) ) Being such a good kid, i was thinking, WTH, the student is very rude lah. then on thinking i think i did something same as the student. i mean i did say some thing vulgar, but not to the point that the teacher can hear me, and well, i didn't walk out of the class. i am better right. lol, no lah. i wrote this to commemorate the resolution i have made. here comes. RESOLUTION: always try and control temper and the use of profanities. how's that? see zw, so if i accidently scold, i am not breeching my agreement, no, my resolution or whatever. lol...i mean i seriously want to be someone nice, but i just can't stop that mouth of mine. mean, vulgar and well, loud. then if i speak less, people will say i anti-social. T.T i am not!!! I am just quieting down a bit to well, concentrate on my thinking which makes me a bit slow. daydreaming to be exact. lol...Maybe i am getting old...Maybe i am suffering from dementia...hey! why am i to this topic?!where am i? ok, i am really getting senile. i forgot. i just remember i blogged because i like very long never blog. lol, seems like i have blogged. so long...XD P.S i did not say suckers. that's how nice i am. :D
Thanks to Ms TZW, you know who, the FA girl. She corrected all my typo errors. lol...thanks to her again. XD

AHEM...its a thank you speech here. :)

2006-03-16T23:54:00.000+08:00

Ok, 1st, i want to thank sarah, the puny apple, Sarah, my beloved tiny friend. lol...then, i want to thank jill, for helpming with the blogskin and everything. ok, so what if i suck at html and don't even know how to use it? ok, its normal. because different people have different talents. even though i am a girl with many talents, well, computer is not my stuff. you know, a genius can't be too good at everything, or people who are retarded like NJY( you know who you are) will get jealous of me and will spam my tagboard. yea, i got a feeling that he has just spammed my tagborad, cause i have a talent in spotting the things which stupid people does and hah! i'm right. he just told me he wrote something. see what i mean? not that i don't want to sypathize mentally challenges people like him, but hey, its reality. We have to tell him what's happening!!if he doesn't take a reality check now, he'll most probably thinks that an ant is spelled as B-E-E or vice versa. poor boy...i shall be nice and stop being so straightforward in case people out there acuse me of beingmean when i'm not. i'm nice...really nice...i finished my food most of the time, because i count my blessings. hah! lol..i'm just kidding man...this whole thing is crap and only in a joking sense, but i'm sorry if i hurt anyone, not that i care.lol..joking...anyway, the thank you part is not joking, because i'm really greatful..ok, i shall stop the crap now. lol... XD

To_miss jeya

2006-03-14T11:20:00.000+08:00

sunflower, someone you know and maybe don't know the nickname, reminded me of the you know, SPECIAL words i used in my previous blogs entries. can you please please please not go and read them? thanks. there's nothing about you, just some profanities maybe. so please. thank you.

It's SARAH'S fault

2006-03-14T11:04:00.000+08:00

It's sarah's fault. It's always sarah's fault. she just reminded me that i have not blogged for a really reallyt really long time, which is like days ago. and now she's making me feel bad about somthing which i don't feel bad about which is nothing. sorry if my english is too profound or hard to inderstand. guess you can slap me for just being too smart, but hey, remember, i'm smart. i'll sue you till you drop your pants. hah! sounds like some professional talking. i know. and i'm feeling...feeling quiet. i think i'll go practising talking to an ant and irritate it till it crawl over to bite me. don't worry, i'm not going to kill that ant directly, or else people will start calling me a murderer. i'll just draw up a plan in which i will accidently drop a 10 ton weight on the floor and WHAM! the ant's juice and blood will be totally squeed out of its body. when i'm through with planning, then i'll call sarah, yes you sarah the sadistic one to come and watch. i know you love it, cos you are a sadistic ass.ok, i gave miss jeya my blog!!!WHY?! why didn't i remind myself to give her a new blog. that's the problem for being lazy. now if i put something like (lol) TO:miss jeya. (will you mind if i put lol? ok, maybe not.) so...lol lol lol....just kidding. what a sense of humour i have. anyway sarah, if you see this, don't delete it away. cause it is specially written for you. :D

Oh god~

2006-03-01T21:02:00.000+08:00

you know what? sometimes i wonder why was maths created. Ok, i even asked and well, people tell me, 'hey, maths is everywhere! the time shapes and blah blah blah...' face it, i hate maths. maybe i can do well in it if i really tried very very very very very hard, and...maybe not. anyway, its not a crime to hate maths. it just makes your life more difficult. i can sit in a maths lesson for two whole period and wondering what mr tan is talking about. ok, a-maths too. even if i make an effort to listen, but well, i dont know why, but my mind just starts drifting away..going further and further away...dreaming of myself in anicient war, in the story of Romance Of
The Three Kingdoms and meeting the suave and handsome character. ok, crap. i play too much games. oh yeah. and well, i don't know what's with the work hard thing within my mind. It's driving me crazy to hear myself calling me to work hard, yet at the same time, i'll be watching soe irresitable tv shows or sufing the net. hey, i stopped the msn stuffed already. ok, maybe not stop totally, but i always go there then log out. my whole sec 4 life is like arghhh!!time is going so fast and its 1st of march now. ok, i'm not counting to my birthday this year, but to the o's! its like chinese is in about 2 months time and well, the rest? maybe less than 10 months or something. i dont even get enough sleep. it seems like my 3 quarter slack, 1/8 eat is gone. homework and study is at the 1/8 together with daydreaming. ok, i daydream almost everyday, time and ...and..something. Not sick of life, just feel that i really need a good sleep. lots and lots of sleep might help. heh...zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

lalalala... :D

2006-02-10T20:45:00.000+08:00

I have 81 viewpages
my deviations were viewed 148 times
and 3 people are watching me. :)

:D :D :D See see see? i made mprovements!!! :) i last time only have 22 viewpages in my previous account but now got 81!!!somemore that one is start long ago, but i took all the pictures down. i am quite happy actually.lol...but hey, come on man, who wouldn't? huh huh huh? maybe you wouldn't. lol...say, i'm gald i even have people who watch me, and well, those are my friends!!! they encourage me for the drawings i draw and well, of couse i am happy!!! hmm, ok, maybe you'll think i'm acting like a kid but hey, i'm not ya? my common test is until nexr week thurs or wed i think and well, i am gonna pass everything!!!ok, maybe except for a-maths, but hey!i'm gonna try ,my best ya? maybe you'll think i'm slacking now by bloggin craps bout blah blah blah, but i like it leh. nanny nanny poo poo...lol..kidding lah. life isn't only bout one small part. look on the whole and everything will be like sunshine ya?happy sha la la la...

wth...WTH!!!

2006-02-08T22:47:00.000+08:00

ok, i am in deep shit...i think. i have a DnT mindmap to do now which i don't feel like doing and i wanna drop DnT but dropping it will only leave me with 6 subjects and if i don't do it well, the DnT teacher, ahem, you know who will yak and yak and yak. but now, i am energetic with 3 hour of sleep from arounf 5pm-8pm and wow, i have tons of exams which i havent studided for, so...wth... i feel...hardworking? lol, ok, maybe i feel that way because i have been stressing myself lately, ok you know what, i think i'm driving myself crazy with a this stuff. i wanna be a hardworking girl with a slacker life. ok, i'm crazy because its ironic. in my mine now when i am typing all these stuff, all my thoughts just go bullet fast into this studiot(stupid idiot) page and i keep making typo errors which are pissing me off..ok...take a break. i feel stressed somehow. its 10. 53 now, may i will start doing my DnT mindmap on like 11.30? come on..i have to give myself rest time consider that i feel stress. time is passing too fast. terrorists are growing in number and idiotic street losers like the bengs and lians are growing in number, making me feel that singapore is gonna be in deep trouble in future. i hope i die before it happens. kids nowadays, excluding those toddlers who are so innocent and cute, are very very pampered. ok, i am pampered in my own way, but at least i try to be independent. when i want to be. i can cook an egg!! ok. lame, i can cook lah. seriously. even though i burned my cloth in sec 1 doesnt mean i cant cook. i can cook perfectly well. i know i can. :) ok, not to waste my precious rest time. just feel that i too long never blog, so come here. lol..ok, i shall go and rest now...

ok...lets cool down and HAVE A TALK!!!! -.-!!

2006-01-20T18:37:00.000+08:00

I am so frickin pissed lah. ok. maybe not that pissed, but hey! a bit you can say.lol. ok, lol means not that pissed...is it? Today at the old folks home, everything was quite ok, but i just feel that sometimes one shouldn't be so mena. so , like i say, maybe i will control and not be that mean lah.lol...Anyway, i just want to tell you all that it takes great courage for someone to tell a joke in front of everybody. That's why, i think standup comedians are cool. :) today i maybe be overboard by shouting at my juniors to greet me, but hey! i'm nonly joking!! but someone with big authority, WOW! BIG AUTHORITY was well, you can say not happy. I was about to sstop kidding, but he shouted, so never mind. lol, that's why i told you i'm pissed. lol...even i may be at fault, but i'm not gonna totally say that it's my fault. Cause HE has got attitude problem himself, so don't care about mine first lah. The theroy is the same. All humans are self centred, except for some. *looking at the mirror, smiling at myself. lol...kidding. You see, when you are in a hurry, and there is a car driving slowly in front of you, would you scold that car?well, maybe not verberlly, but mentally i think yes. i always do that for my mum...lol..And when you have a lot of time to spare and decide to drive slowly, but in comes a speeding car right at your tail, would you start scolding the car verberlly/mentally for coming so close to your car? yes right? human thinking mah. unless you samritian(maybe spell wrong. lol) like me lah. joking lah. i am like that. I am unreasonable. i know. i could just name this blog complain queen.lol..well, can't help it. i'm born that way. ;)

yo!

2006-01-18T21:41:00.000+08:00

I'm a good girl. I mean it. XD. i'm doing jeya's homwwork now and guess what? i am researching for it!!come on man, i am so like, 'xi xin' lah. or whatever. SOMEONE said i should act more like a girl and say that i should wear pants and not skirt instead. Hah! since when is that their business?! ok, fine. i'm being sensitive. what can you do? nanny nanny poo poo. lol...ok lah, but i'm fine with myself. I LOVE ME!!!! lol...crazy ah? marry myself next time.lol.. kidding lah. brad pitt would be so heartbroken if i really do that. :P heh...wth..i don't feel like doing jeya's homework. i feel that nothing is changing. my attitude towards lessons or whatever. here i am blogging, wasting my time blah blah blah. whatever. i really need to destress sia. not say destress. ok fine. but i think maybe i got a bit more hardworking? lol...i believe lah. i'm gonna pass my physics test on this coming tue. hah! can you believe it? i am going to pass that test. a good start means a good year ahead, so as not to ahem, how to say? motivate..yes...motivate myself. smart right? talk so much, next time go find a job something like ernest wong, then become multi-millionair, lol..no lah... ok, i wanna thank sunflower here. sniff...she.has..been...supporting...me..so much..sniff...THANK YOU!! lol. eh. dont think i siao hoh. maybe i am lah. one screw lose means the whole brain malfunction.lol. whatever lah. lol..ok. talk so much crap forgot must do research. ok...~lame to the world~ ^^

I really want to study...

2006-01-11T21:03:00.000+08:00

I really wanna study. I have my textbook, a pen and foolscape paper in front of me now, why can't i study? dont ask me why. I feel like watching anime now. But if i do that, i'll most probably get yelled at by my mum. i'm only suppose to watch it during the hols. oh well, i think i'll stick to watching shinchan 1st. lol...I am seriously wondering whter to take notes. i've got over 10 chapters to study, but yet, i dont feel like studying at all. i am feeling so crapped up i dont know why. i'm feeling kinda fucked up lately. dont tell me its the rain. it's never been the rain. the rain only brings back memories. sometimes making you feel great, at other times, making yourselves asking questions to the world, everyone, and yourself. It feels weird yes, but i dont know, that's how i feel. i've been mean for this whole start of the year. i'm going to be nice and not poke fun at people anymore. i think. if i dont try, i dont know. sometimes i wonder if i really hurt them. i feel kind of guilty. anyway, like i say, i'll try not to poke fun at people. I'll just stay quiet and try not to be weird. like all beauty contestants will say, 'peace to the world.'

DO YOU BELIEVE IN ME?!

2006-01-09T22:42:00.000+08:00

During the Ernest Wong's course, we were told to write down a question we would ask ourselves. Its for something. i didnt pay attention, so i dont really know what are we aking for. Anyway, what i wrote on the paper was, "Am i really happy?" if i'm not wrong, i think i asked that question. Nobody believes that i will do well except for my mum. she has too much faith in me, and i am not gonna let her down this year. Even if nobody believes me and thinks that all i talk about is crap and boastful words, i'll show them that i am serious. I believe in myself. I believe i can definatly do well, yes! if i work hard. Its not about the sucess in my life. Its about my dream. My dream may not be that big, but well, if i achieve it, its considered a sucess. Anyway, on thinking, i think i should post my handsome guy pic here. ^^

MY PS2!!!! T.T

2006-01-07T23:03:00.000+08:00

WTF!!! my PS2 is spoilt. i hope that its the adapter that's spoilt and not the lense, but even if its the adapter, it still cost!!!! i think its my brother who spoil it. it must be him! he always forgot to switch the electricity off!! ok, maybe not always, but maybe its him...or me. ARGHHH!!! ok, i need someone to balme now, and its most probably him who spoilt it. T.T i am so frickin sad...sniff... ok, anyway, change topic. dont so pessimist or whatever. i decided to work har. i think. i shall study starting from tonight. or maybe tomorrow. ok, thats it. i just came in here to let off my sadness...sniff...T.T sad..angry....tired..shitty...arghhh...wth is happening in this world?! is there no justice? i may be mean at lots of times. but why? *sings* why why you tell me why....haiz..maybe its a dream. when i wake up, the thing will be working well again. yay!!! WHO AM I KIDDING?! IT'S NEVER GONNA BE ALRIGHT!!!ok, stop brooding. i'll turn shit again... lalala...bluff i am in a so good mood i can cry!!! CRY CRY CRY!!!!

I'm smart in my own way. :)

2006-01-05T23:30:00.000+08:00

After the couse, i doon't think that my brain is that slow after all. Well, i knew that long time ago, but its just that i am more confident now that it works better than all of you think. muahahaha. my brain probably keep changing, course when i redid the brain test, it said i have a balanced brain. the first time i did was long time ago, and i was right brain. dont tell me...dont tell me the course is working!!!!Arghhh!!!anyway i dont even listen, so...who cares. lol. anyway, oh yea, where am i? on the smart part right? yeah, i guess, i just found out something, using my jin tian yi smartness, nobody can beat me to it muahahaha....actually....kjnvgfjahfgkjseahfj, ok, its a code, take your time to find out. XD If you believe me, you'll be wasting your time, just like the beales code. ( i think its called that way) anyway, i feel so tired..why am i blogging? well, its obvius i have nothing to do, and my legs wont carry me to bed, because i asked them not to yet, and i feel if i dont blog, wth did i even set up a blog for then, so well, better make use of it.lol. one day... when they asked for dreams, i was like..hmm...what's my dream..seriously,i cant think of any yet, but i know i just want to start some business. dont know why, its just in my head. i dont know wheter is that call a dream or something, but anyway, make it so. hah! sounds like colours. lol...oh yah!!!i know why i am blogging now. i wanted to scold that dave! yes! that arsehole, he banged onto me for no reason and its damn hard lah. bloody hell, though i promised not to curse, but well, he forced me to!!!!why am i writing so much crap when i have nothing to write? now i remember...i'm bored...XD

SCHOOL IS STARTING, AND I'M HATING IT!!!

2006-01-02T17:17:00.000+08:00

WTH!!! ok, its past a new year, i havent got my resolution, my goals, or whatever crap in mind. Right now, the only shittiest thing on my mind is WTH do we have to reach school by 7.10?! It's like so frickin early, oh, yeah, my CCA had some bonkers commando who is such a retarded asshole that he made us come to school that early. Well, maybe its not him, but wth, 7.10. With standard school uniform and crap. it's like come on man, wth must we obey those shitass rules when its not cca time, oh yeah, i'm sure i figured this thing out right, even thought my brain had not been working well lately. THOSE IDIOTS WHO SET THOSES HAD A ZILLION SCREWS LOOSE!!! you might want to know why there are so many screws in their heads, well, its because they simply need that many screw to keep their brain working. now that it's loose, their brains just simply cant work well. crazy...oh yeah, thats what we call. the hate gauge for the school used to be 7/10, now with that frickin shit rule, its 9! oh, one more ridiculous shit. we have to put our hands by the side, bow slightly and greet the teachers when we see them. this time, no wth. it's wtf!! they think its jap occupation or something?! crazy baskets, on thinking, i think i'm gonna fall sick. sigh, got my hands tired out by typing. its nomal..i'm getting older....

I'm dying...of fat loss...

2005-12-21T19:39:00.000+08:00

Seriorusly, i have not been excercising for frikin long, and now when i excercise, my whole body damn pain lah. 16th went for racky or whatever you want to spell because i dont know how and I think i got both my leg crippled. its a lie lah of course, or else i would not be blogging now. i will spend my whole time cursing and swearing at the world. then, hmm, went cycling yesterday and then racky again today. o.O WTH! o yeah, i sure did some torture to myself. Now i think i'm dying of loss of fats. yeah. come on lah, but i sort of dreaded exercising, oh whatever. i sort of wanted to curse the comic shop auntie again, but on thinking, wth, dont bother to waste my time on her. i go argue for lower price just now, then she give me a few cents down. HOW KIND OF HER!!!OH WOW<>

My new website!!! :D

2005-12-11T23:55:00.000+08:00

ok, i finally found my perfect website!!! :) Its hosted by bravenet, and i'm telling you, its way better than tripod or topcities. both of them are so darn difficult to use, and using them seriously made me go crazy. But well, because i really wanted a web of my own, so i went to search and tadah!!!i found bravenet!!!Its kind of ok to use, but not totally idiotproof, so i spent quite a lot of time on it too. anyway, though its not done yet, i can still give you the website. http://dessin.bravehost.com . well, i actually wanted to post my drawings there only, but on second thoguhts, i wanted to do something else with it, though i haven't thought of what. lol...ok, i think i'm crazy, why do i even bother to blog this? to tell you the truth, its because i dont really have anything better to do. XD

Tired,weary, fatigue, exhaust, jade

2005-12-10T17:03:00.000+08:00

Alright, there is actually no need for so many words. I am just so bloody tired. Which made me kind of pissed when i went to school. Mood swings. yeah. that's what i had this morning. i was pissed with the boys platoon for killing a cockroach in a cruel way, though i kill them too. but in my own way. Its a nice way too. BAYGON!!! <--is it even splet like that? whatever. anyway, i'll just spray lots and lots of it if i ever see one. muahaha....though i think it gets me psychotic in a way( because when i killed a cockroah last time, i sort of felt relieved. I think i even got a kick out of it. lol). By the way, after they made the cockroach drowsy, i dont know how (maybe they used baygon too, just that i didnt see. cause i was outside the room), they used a can of mountain dew and smashed it, leaving it totally squashed, with its head dismanteled. By the way, the head is still moving. and when they saw another small cockroach, they decided to burn it. -.-! ok, i cant blame them, maybe if i was in a better mood i might be neutral on how they killed the cockroach. too bad..i did not have enough sleep last night. Darn that FFX-2. ok, its quite nice, but i get killed so easily. hey! not that i have no skill or something. its just that the monster is just despicable. yeah. it is!!!!anyway, i was packing my room just now, and well, decided to take a break from it. that means i'll have to continue packing tomorrow. hyuk hyuk. seriously, whenever i don't do things, or stop doing things, i'll think of the comic shop auntie. ok, don't get me wrong. its that she had pissed me off. thought that i like her didnt you? hah! that cheat! she sold me comics at much more expensive prize. its no wonder i had the though of destroying her shop. hyuk hyuk...but hey, i ain't that stupid to do that, i will slowly withdraw all my order, and hah, she will be losing one great customer-ME!!! XD Who ask her, do business do until so hmm, how do i say? I know there is a bloody way to discribe it, but i just can't remember. can't blame me. i am just too tired. and when you are tired, your brains just can't function well. alright, i think that's enough of bloggin. oh wow, i actually blogged?! -.-!!! just decided to blog now in case i lose interest..lol..again...

Vin? Fromage?

2005-12-09T22:29:00.000+08:00

Ok...I always think that blogs are dumb, well, since i'm starting one, its not dumb anymore. Hah! Ok, to tell you the truth, i used to have a blog once, but well, it kinda sucked, so i just, well, stopped blogging. I seriously sucked at computer stuff, so starting a blog, seriously, is like taking most of my time. By the way, if you want to know why my blog is named Vin_Fromage, well, once again, its because i am lame. Vin stands for wine, and Fromage stands for cheese. Don't ask me why, i dont drink wine or eat lots of cheese, just that most username and blognames are taken, thats why i got kind of pissed and went to freetranslation.com and fill in whatever i can think of, Long breath ain't I? Anyway you are just gonna read it and not say it, so who cares. lol....Don't ask me why cheese goes with wine. It just sort of links when i decided to use french blog names. Oh no you don't. Don't call me a poser or something, i just think that the language french is kind of cool, that's why i'm using it. I love chinese too, but its just that it feels weird. Oh yeah, i know its in bits and pieces, but the reason i gave up my last blog is because i don't know how to use it. But it doesn't seem like i know how to use this new one either. lol...well, i could just try can't I? And if something really happens to the computer because i did something funny to it, well, i think its time to pray. lol...By the way, why did I blog? there must be a reason, ah...now i remember, i forgot what i wanted to do with it, so i decided to just give it a try. -.-! kidding. i just want to use it to complaine. thats all. hahaha...Nope, i'm no brat nor princess...i'm a QUEEN!!!! Muahahaha.... ok, thats lame. i'm lame, and i shall go on being lame, becaus....'that's the way aha aha i like it aha aha...'